All Things Change & It's a Great Thing

If you realize that all things change, there is nothing you will try to hold on to.
If you aren't afraid of dying, there is nothing you can't achieve.
--Lao Tzu

On Moving from One Life to Another

"All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another.” --Anatole France

On Moving from One Life to Another

"All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another.” --Anatole France

Great Literature & the Passing of Seasons

Like this time of year in New England (and also when I lived in London and Amsterdam, although I never had a back porch in Europe), you become aware that fall is passing and winter is around the corner.

I can see it in the backlit corners of my heavenly Buddhist haven which I created behind the house - small but serene, covered with plants and herbs. The color of the morning sky changes and you can smell it in the air. The turning of seasons.

While I absolutely love the heat, fall is probably my favorite time of year, particularly when you hit an Indian summer day and are surrounded by bright orange, yellow and red leaves and children whizzing past you on their bikes. This year, I pressed a batch of New England picked leaves between wax paper, just like a ten year old child. It was a precious two hours.

There's something else I notice with the change of seasons, other than the evident coolness of the wind. It's the moment when I close off my back porch (even in San Francisco), which noticeably warms up the rest of the house. Right before and during this time, my reading spikes. I tend to read more at home in the fall than any other time of year.

While I probably read close to as much in the winter and spring, it tends to be on airplanes or hotel rooms rather than on a cozy couch by a fire or on a patio surrounded by living creatures and Veronica, my flowing vibrant hanging plant that would be a redhead if she were human.

My friend Mark -- the same Mark who opened up his lakeside Cape Cod bound house for all my Boston vicinity friends to eat and drink recently -- gave me a huge gift now close to twenty years ago. Mark birthed a dynamic and engaging co-ed book group, largely because of the attitude he brought to it and the type of people who magically appeared because of it. It was here that slow food, slow wine, and reading great literature became a must.

Some of the people in this original group came from homes that chewed on great literature in their daily lives. Daughters and sons of english teachers or renaissance people. So, unless they felt the need to rebel against everything and everyone from the primary years of their lives, its logical that great literature would carry over into their adult lives.

I was raised by my grandparents, who 'believed in reading' and even encouraged it. My grandmother was too busy raising children, grandchildren and far too many men in the family to read the classics later in life, although she constantly talked about novels and authors she admired.

My grandfather on the other hand, read every aspect of news he could get to on a regular basis, but never took up novels until he retired. And then, they constantly flowed into the house and there were books on coffee tables, side tables and next to the bedside lamp.

My father never reads -- anything from what I can tell. Everyone has the one or two things that feed their souls and for him, it is talking to people and talking to people. If he isn't surrounded by people, telling stories or jokes and buying a round of drinks, you can see the light dim in his eyes. They lose their spark, he grows bored and gets easily distracted.

It's no surprise given our background. My great grandmother who was born in 1892 and raised me for chunks of my life, was driven by the exact same thing. She got involved in politics, and one of her four husbands was a local politician as was my Uncle Alton, her oldest son. (interestingly enough, both were also professional tailors)

Despite the fact that she raised four sons, she was always external. When she was at home, just like my father, she spent her time 'getting organized.' The kitchen table was full of clutter, the kind of clutter that fills an academic's desk, everything that is, except for books.

It was remarkable that she knew precisely where things were at any given moment. I went through this same experience recently at my father's flat. His kitchen table seems to house everything that I keep deeply hidden in closets and drawers. Getting him a book on Feng Shui won't really help since he doesn't read.

I get all the same traits from every character on that side of the family, except for perhaps the messy kitchen table. I thrive on connecting to people and while I'm a terrible joke teller, I absolutely love storytelling.

YET, if too much time goes by without reading great literature, I start to feel it in my bones. It's a cranky kind of feeling, not unlike the feeling you have when it has rained for months on end and you long to see a burst of sunlight.

I finished Kurt Vonnegut's A Man Without a Country this morning, which isn't even close to a favorite book nor is he a favorite author. But he inspires a very informal conversational tone, as if you're having coffee in a diner with an old friend. And I align with a lot of his thinking, which makes me feel connected, just like soap operas do for those who don't read.

Reading the 'greats' doesn't just give you connection, it gives you inspiration, laughter, reflection and outright joy. And always, above all else, it nutures and strengthens the mind, constantly reminding you to feed your soul and then share that knowledge with others who are in need. It's the essence of life. That and love.

It's why we're here. If you haven't noticed, giving is so much more pleasurable than receiving and if you have only received, then you won't understand this.

So, Vonnegut made me laugh today; it's what he claims he loves doing most. (BTW, he despises people who uses semi-colons so not only am I defying this rule while praising him but I likely used it incorrectly).

He tells us that Shakespeare wasn't a good storyteller, and that the reason Hamlet was such a masterpiece is because it doesn't hide from the truth. Hamlet shoved 'truth' in our faces at every turn.

The bitter sadness of life, the irony, the wisdom we learn after we fail to hear the truth, and then of course, are forced to live it. And so all I'm thinking about all afternoon is TRUTH. Thanks for that Vonnegut.

And then there's another amusing reference and also another truth. He writes, "And then we have contraptions like computers that cheat you out of becoming. Bill Gates says, 'wait till you can see what your computer can become.' But it's you who should be doing the becoming, not the damn fool computer. What you can become is the miracle you were born to be through the work that you do."

Long live those who give up fame and fortune to write and in doing so, inspire and give back to so many.

What Lies Within Us

"What lies before us, what lies behind us, is nothing compared to what lies within us" -- Emerson

All Watched Over by Machines of Loving Grace

Futurist Paul Saffo ends the afternoon session at the Singularity Summit. Man, is he a dynamic speaker - he really draws you in with a combination of science and emotion.

He talks about the handoff. With innovation in technology, it always starts with the scientists and the experts and then there's a handoff and he thinks we're at a handoff phase. He also sees us in a bit of a black phase, i.e., endism is in.

It may not be a good time to send radio messages out to space. What if they're bad guys? He suggests we think about the human factor, meaning what we need more of in the world are poets and writers. Indeed Paul. Hear hear.  He leaves us with a poem which he reads eloquently by Richard Brautigan, first published in 1967: All Watched Over by Machines of Loving Grace.

I like to think (and the sooner the better)
of a cybernetic meadow

where mammals and computers

live together in mutually

programming harmony

like pure water

touching clear sky.

I like to think (right now please!)
of a cybernetic forest
filled with pines and electronics
where deer stroll peacefully
past computers
as if they were flowers
with spinning blossoms.

I like to think (it has to be!)
of a cybernetic ecology
where we are free of our labors
and joined back to nature,
returned to our mammal
brothers and sisters,
and all watched over
by machines of loving grace.

When I Am Old....

I ran across this charming poem called Warning by Jenny Joseph on a poster in a restaurant ladies room in the pacific northwest. While it specifically talks about a woman's life, it could easily apply to both sexes. Enjoy.

When I am an old woman, I shall wear purple with a red hat which doesn't go and doesn't suit me, and I shall spend my pension on brandy and summer gloves and satin sandals and say we have no money for butter

I shall sit down on the pavement when I'm tired and gobble up samples in shops and press alarm bells, and run my stick along the public railings, and make up for the sobriety of my youth. I shall go out in my slippers in the rain and pick the flowers in other people's gardens, and learn how to spit

You can wear terrible skits and grow more fat, and eat three pounds of sausages at a go, or only bread and pickles for a week, and hoard pens and pencils and beermats and things in boxes

But now we must have clothes that keep us dry and pay our rent and not sweat in the street, and set a good example for children; we must have friends to dinner and read the papers

But maybe I ought to practice a little now? So people who know me are not too shocked and surprised when suddenly I am old and start to wear purple

Music is Moral Law

A great -- really great -- Plato quote worth sharing!!

"Music is moral law. It gives a soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination, a charm to sadness, and a gaiety and life to everything. It is the essence of order and leads to all that is good, true, and beautiful."

Caustics: The Singularities of Geometrical Optics

Its inevitable that I'd find a cool image that draws me in for more on Evelyn's blog. This one was too intense not to re-post. An excerpt:

"A single ray of light has a pathetic repertoire, limited to bending and bouncing (into water, glass or air, and from mirrors). But when rays are put together into a family - sunlight, for example - the possibilities get dramatically richer. This is because a family of rays has the holistic property, not inherent in any individual ray, that it can be focused so as to concentrate on caustic lines and surfaces. Caustics are the brightest places in an optical field. They are the singularities of geometrical optics. The most familiar caustic is the rainbow, a grossly distorted image of the Sun in the form of a giant arc in the skyspace of directions, formed by the angular focusing of sunlight that has been twice refracted and once reflected in raindrops." - Rene Descartes

Go Out on a Limb

"Why not go out on a limb, that's where the fruit is." -- Mark Twain